“Don’t double bind your chest or you’ll risk serious injury and deformity”

me: ok

me: (wears a good g2cb halfbinder underneath a shitty Underworks nylon tank shapewear designed for cis men w/ manboobs

me: (suddenly harder to breath and have a clear head)

me: this is fine

trans problems #34597

Underworks discontinued their ‘stiff mesh’ tank binders, and now they’re only offering those stupid cis men shapers that are just tight nylon

my chest is huge, which means that if i don’t want an obvious growth halfway down my torso, i need to carefully arrange some extra padding (usually a soft shirt) to even out the surface. 

i cant do that on a halftank binder, and all the good binders are halftanks

the only good binding tank binder i ever got was that Underworks stiff mesh one. and it’s discontinued.

luckily, amazon still carries them. but obviously not for long.

T Update 16 Months

  • according to last week’s blood test, T levels are too high on .5 ml, and were recycled into estrogen (haha oops) so i’m back on .3 ml
  • at the slow rate things are going, hormone blockers are becoming a possibility in the future
  • i am currently 185 lb??? which is 65 pounds more than when i started. however i gained only 1.5 pant sizes. i was 170 when i was 14, and looked a lot bigger than what i do now
  • i can no longer maintain a lovely long nail manicure due to constant breakage and flaking, hopefully that’s because of the T and not because i lost my mojo for having nice nails
  • my facial hair is now growing at a fast pace, will become visible stubs after a day

them; whats been the most painful part of your transformation? pplz tell me i, a cis person, love the trans drama bc it makes me feel better ab myself

me; well, at first i was prescribed 3 ml syringes so injection was faster, but nowadays im given 1 ml syringes which means that im sitting there with a steel needle in my thigh fat for 20 minutes as i try in vain to push the artificial manjuice quicker into my system b4 it Stings and creates a sore spot for the rest of the week but hey what can u do

millennium-fae-artblog:

When I was first struggling with my identity, the world told me that being trans was one of the worst things that could happen to someone. Fast forward two years later, I’ve experienced nothing but happiness and joy in my gender journey. 

It’s my dream to teach the world that transness is something to be proud of, to embrace and celebrate, to sustain and to strive towards.

(Prints are sold in two different sizes. Available individually, or as a value pack Preorder on all products end Feb 14th.) STORENVY

some selfies, looking at my face after the effects of t… less fat in cheeks, but it’s like it all melted to make a double chin lmao

under cut is a picture of my penis after 5-6 months of t, plus some musings. warning; explicit

this is the clit soft, and it’s roughly twice the size of what it once was. the dip of the clit fold had slowly grown to resemble a urethra on the end of the head. the foreskin does retreat when hard, and it also grows to the length longer than a phalange. it’s not able to peek from the vaginal flaps, but it does have limited penetration abilities

(those lumps are why i took the picture in the first place lmao. i had discovered those lumps and took pictures in preparation for a medical enquiry. to this day, i never found out what they were)

13 Months On T

  • there’s now an obvious change in emotional highs; situations of stress and/or confrontation in the past would have made me teary. they now don’t
  • skin has grown thicker in my knees, elbows, and the heels of my feet. i now have to actually use lotion and exfoliation to get rid of dead skin
  • acne is consistent, coming in regular breakouts. they’re itchy, and are starting to appear on my back and shoulders. i’ve never had acne before, so this is a new Problem
  • a change in body odor. if i don’t bathe for too long, i start to get that armpit smell, which is new to me

also, my new prescription of T is now five milliliters instead of three, i’m gonna try to speed things up a bit